Me...

I'm not Blonde,

I don't have big boobs,

I'm not a skank or a gold digger, 

I don't like sharing my boyfriend with other women,

I don't like to fight and cause a scene or drama,

I hate playing immature pointless games,

I don't enjoy using or lying.

I prefer being a Brunette,

I have size B boobs that I don't enjoy 

showing the whole world.

I'm skinny,

My hair refuses to curl,

I love all animals and cry when I see them dead.

I give the homeless food and feel for them.

I don't judge people,

I can't lie,

I trust too much.

I am a good person,

I have a good personality,

I am me.

Please stop trying to change who I am...

Accusations

Every single time something happens, it's my fault.  I could have absolutely nothing to do with it and it still manages to come back on me.  You get pissed off, throw a tantrum, and get all kinds of pissed off at me.  You don't even ask me about it before you get pissed off.  You just assume that it has to be me.

Well here's the thing.  I don't go through your phone.  I don't go through your emails.  I don't go on your shit.  I've decided I wanted to try this new thing called trust.  I trust you so I don't go through your stuff.  And by me putting trust in you and by not going through your stuff, I thought that you might start trusting me too.

You have no reason not to trust me.  I don't lie to you.  I never have and never will.  I don't keep secrets from you.  It's just too hard to keep a secret from you.  I love you too much to hurt you and I know better than to try to piss you off.

Patience

A person can only be so patient for so long...

Can only wait for so long...

Then one day it all

Vanishes.

One day you can't take it anymore.

One day you say no more...

I will no longer wait to be number one in your life.

I will no longer wait for you to defend me over her.

I will no longer wait for you to love me more.

I just won't wait for you.

I've waited to long and I've had enough.

I've had enough of your lies.

I've had enough of your broken promises.

I've had enough of you.

It's time to say no more...

Craving of the Week 1

Rice pudding is deliciousness in a bowl...

It is filling...

It is sweet...

It's aroma so..

Intoxicating...

As it cooks slowly in the pot,

The smell fills the air.

Cinnamon like Christmas...

Rice like Easter...

Sweet dessert.

Rice pudding... its absolutely scrumptous 

Sunburn...

Oh dear sun, how you burn me so...

Full body burn and I cannot sit, 

I cannot walk,

I cannot lay.

Why oh why must I be so 

Pale.

I cannot tan...

I only burn.

Then slowly the days go by...

The itching begins....

The peeling..

Starts..

Eventually the red fades...

But the tan never comes.

Slowly but surely

the pasty,

pale

Returns....

Airhead?

Warning: contains sexual humor.. not for the uptight. You've been warned, you now have a choice.

So one day I was just talking to some friends 

and a question popped into my head...

Randomly...

I was wondering since they call it

 road head

when your giving a guy some head while

 driving....

Do they call it 

airhead 

when you give a guy head while

flying??

That's when I was told'

No, they call it the mile high club.

So I simply stated,

Isn't that when you have sex in an airplane...

in my book that's two different things.

So started wondering again...

Since they call it the 

mile high club 

when you have sex while

flying...

Do you call it the

mile long club

when you have sex while

driving.....

Trust

Trust.

A word that people love to say but nobody really knows.

Who can anybody trust?  Honestly no one.  There is not a single person in this world that won't hurt you.  Not a single person that won't stab you in the back.

Everyone is too greedy and selfish to ever be honest or look out for anyone else.  You tell one person a secret or trust them with anything and you always regret it.

Hearts are broken everyday because of people putting their trust into someone else.  Is it really worth it?  Is it worth the pain and humiliation?

I used to think it was.  But now I'm done.