Sunday, July 31, 2011

Accusations

Every single time something happens, it's my fault.  I could have absolutely nothing to do with it and it still manages to come back on me.  You get pissed off, throw a tantrum, and get all kinds of pissed off at me.  You don't even ask me about it before you get pissed off.  You just assume that it has to be me.

Well here's the thing.  I don't go through your phone.  I don't go through your emails.  I don't go on your shit.  I've decided I wanted to try this new thing called trust.  I trust you so I don't go through your stuff.  And by me putting trust in you and by not going through your stuff, I thought that you might start trusting me too.

You have no reason not to trust me.  I don't lie to you.  I never have and never will.  I don't keep secrets from you.  It's just too hard to keep a secret from you.  I love you too much to hurt you and I know better than to try to piss you off.

Thursday, July 28, 2011

Patience

A person can only be so patient for so long...
Can only wait for so long...

Then one day it all
Vanishes.

One day you can't take it anymore.
One day you say no more...

I will no longer wait to be number one in your life.
I will no longer wait for you to defend me over her.
I will no longer wait for you to love me more.
I just won't wait for you.

I've waited to long and I've had enough.

I've had enough of your lies.
I've had enough of your broken promises.
I've had enough of you.

It's time to say no more...